Love is G-R-E-A-T!

Well it isn't...it hurts like hell.
Don't get me wrong,i know there's a number of positive things about Love...right now I'm struggling to remember when it felt good.
I thought that maybe i set the bar too high,expected too much.
"What I want is to be needed. What I need is to be indispensable to somebody. Who I need is somebody that will eat up all my free time, my ego, my attention. Somebody addicted to me. A mutual addiction." - I guess that's too much to ask for!!

Would you stay with someone,knowing there's someone else out there that would treat you 100 better, just cause you love them??

I'm not a materialistic woman,I'm not needy when it comes to material shit..but i make up for that in affection.
I need that...i need more than just words...more than just promises...

They say "The only way to find true happiness is to risk being completely cut open" and in my pursuit of happiness,happiness with him,i took that risk...and now I'm hurting!

Pain in inevitable...but suffering is possible.
I guess what I'm hoping for is to not end up being the kind of person that doesn't realize they've been cut until they start bleeding.