Quick Update!!

Well the high light of the week is my baby sister coming to the world!!
Yes sirrrr,on the 17th,baby girl Jenna was born.
Cute lil thing weighing almost 8 pounds...sadly though they are gonna keep her under observation at the hospital for a while...i can't wait till she comes home!!


As for college..i still can't tell really,alot of my classes got canceled this week and the ones that i did get to attend were all introductory classes....B-O-R-I-N-G!

He just knows how to make me smile...

...and actually mean it.
You know,not like one of those smiles you give to strangers that cross your path,not like when you smile cause you wanna be nice when someone says something funny or not so funny really.
Even the duration of the smile lasts longer...today i caught myself smiling at something he said two days ago,only cause so many things remind me of him...and i got a love-hate relationship with that fact...i love it cause it feels so damn good but i also hate it cause i'm terrified i'm gonna end up falling in love with him....
I can't fall in love with him, i really shouldn't...
Love scares me.
And i'm more scared cause i don't wanna lose him to love...we got a great thing going on,i mean we are two friends that enjoy each others company and share some physical intimacy when we feel like it...and boy does the physical intimacy feel good!! :)

This whole thing is driving me crazy,and i mean that in the best way possible.
I think about all this and find myself laughing at myself...even i didn't see this happening to me.
I honestly would've never thought that a man can make me feel that way...especially not when i'm not expecting it like that.
I mean i was attracted to him the first day i saw him,but that's nothing new...i've always been a woman to Lust,never really a woman that would Love,or even like a man enough to let my guard down like that.

(I look at the T.v for a second and now i have no idea where i was going with this!)
Long story short....
"Heart,Prepare to be shattered!"

What a Tease!!

I don't know about you,but i think that when it comes to Dita Von Teese,words don't do shit!
I don't say this about too many women,but if i were a man and had to talk to Dita,i'd be confused...do i do my man thing and totally talk to her boobs or do i look at her face while talking to her?!
Anywho...being this hot should be illegal or something...I'm just saying...

God Dayum!!

So,i really wanna blog and all but im totally wasted...so yeah ill just do tht tomorrow.
Tomorrow tomorrow ,i love ya,tomorrow...
(yeah i cant seem to get tht song outta my head....)
The sun'll come out tomorrow...so ya gotta hang on til tomorrowww
(see? CANT GET IT OUTTA MY HEAD)!

Could "Hey Baby Boi" be the new "Forget about your girlfriend and fuck me silly"?!?

If the subject of this post would be made into a movie,it'd fall under the "Comedy" genre. As for the name,i took a min to come up with a few possible ones:

1. Insecure Myspace Teenage Whore.
2. Teenage Myspace Insecure Whore.
3. Insecure Teenage Myspace Whore.
4. Myspace Teenage Insecure Whore.

(i need to work on my vocabulary)

Technology fascinates me,i'm even more fascinated by people who use technology.
I'm talking about the internet and network websites such as "Myspace,Facebook,Hi5...etc etc..."
I'm especially impressed by the Females who think that me talkin to their Boyfriend online should be considered as a risk to their relationship.
Thats some Top notch Bullshit right there!!


HINT: If you are,indeed,an insecure whore (take the shame!),u might want to keep your boyfriend off of the internet if you don't really trust him and are just petrified that some girl is gonna steal his heart at Hello (or "Hey Baby Boi!")....I just happen to think that having your boyfriend think that you're a psychotic bitch is abit better than having the a whole lot of other people think so...

New Week's Resolutions!

I can't feel my face!!!
Oh boy..last night was just too much on so many level...
Long story short...i am never getting wasted on Vodka in the middle of the day.
I also realized that i might be good friends with someone but still super uncomfortable around them when im drunk.

So i'm back to college in a few days [Saturday] and i'm kinda excited!!
I already picked my courses :

• Study Skills.
• Transport Economics.
• Logistics Operation Management .
• Transport Planning Policies.
• Finance & Investment Transport.
• Computer 3.

My last semister didn't go as well as i hoped,my G.P.A kinda took a fall from 3.02 to 2.8,so im gonna have to be working my ass off!!

So yeah i decided i need to do a few things differently.

-First and foremost i NEED to quite the cigarettes...i'm lucky enough that i've been smoking for the past 3-4 years and my health isn't completely in the shitter....and i don't plan on waiting till that happens.

-I'm getting my Prioreties straight this time.
I'm focusing on College,my family and my own personal growth,and if i have to, ill cut out the things/people that are gonna end up distracting me.

-I also plan on hanging out with people who just make me feel good and are fun to be around but still a good influence =]

- oh last but not least i still wanna go to the Gym regularly...i'll figure that out once i get my college schedule!

Coming out of the closet....well almost!

I don't know if you watch "The L word"...hell i don't even really watch it,i watch what i like to call the "Shane Show" which is a.k.a scenes with Shane [played by Katherine Moenning] in it.
And by watching i mean sitting with my eyes [and legs,ha!] wide open and totally drooling on seeing Shane.[seriously tho,i found out that if i look at her,i mean really look at her,i forget to swallow..funny ain't it?!]

Now keep in mind that I'm a straight woman and everything BUT there's just this thing about Shane that makes me wanna take that woman to bed and work her body like she's got a dick!!

So yeah,i'll add a picture for you're viewing pleasure..how thoughtful,i know!